Is it...

Why...

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 23:12:51 -0600

Am I so competitive lately?

I HATE losing...seriously.

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I hate...

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 06:30:00 -0600

Living so close to the lake...

I hate you lake Michigan...you suck.

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True Love

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Tue, 08 Dec 2009 21:59:07 -0600

Sarina Paris - True love Lyrics
Album: Paris*Sarina

I'm giving up
[repeat]

I'm giving up the feeling
Do I take it or leave it
I'm giving up the feeling of the mystery of love
I'm giving into my imagination
Or are you true love for me
True love for me
True love for me
True love for me

I've looked everywhere
Oh but you're not there
On the other side I will find
Secrets come alive
My heart aches
So I wait
Love will find it's way to me

Smoke gets in my eyes
Everytime I try
To deny the feeling
I keep deep inside my soul
I don't know
Where to go
Love will lead me to my home

This is how I feel right now

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The Deep Survey

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 23:06:27 -0600

THE DEEP SURVERY
(Be completely honest or it doesn't count)

[1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person?
When people ditch their friends to become popular...or if someone does something that I don't like - ex: hurting me, making fun of me

[2] What do you do when you need to relax?
Watch tv, listen to music or sleep

[3] Why do you think there is war in the world?
Because people are greedy

[4] Do you think it's OK to sometimes tell lies?
It depends on what it is...if it's about something important, then no.

[5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
I guess things are okay right now, so I wouldn't mind if they stayed the same...but, I would like somethings to change.

[6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
TELL ME. That's definitely the best way.

[7] What are you listening to right now?
U-Kiss's "Man Man Ha Ni"

[8] If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Clothes and shoes

[9] Would it change your life?
Most definitely...I'd probably have new friends..and maybe a boyfriend?

[10] What was the last thing you purchased?
A tall Starbucks Caramel Brulee Latte and pumpkin bread (yum)

[11] What do you do when you're stressed out?
....Sleep...not gonna lie.

[12] Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Yes. I would risk my life for a couple of people. ((Kathy, My parents and my siblings))
KATHY I'D JUMP IN FRONT OF A BULLET FOR YOU!

[13] Do you believe in Aliens?
Yes, others may not believe but he is among us....and his name is Kamenashi Kazuya.

[14] Could you forgive a boyfriend or girlfriend who physically hurt you?
Definitely not. Abuse is not okay...ever

[15] What's your greatest fear in life?
Losing the person I adore the most.

[16] Do you have a best friend?
Well, I dunno...I think her last name sounds like a type of sausage...I think it was something like Vienna...?..and I think our Social Studies teacher called her Katie...even though we kept correcting him. Hmm...what was her real name again? OH! And I think she was some kind of fruit too...was it an apple...or grapefruit? Hmm..

[17] Are you afraid of death?
I'll be honest and say yes.

[18] Do you think parents should stay together for the kids?
I think they should try...but if they really aren't happy together and it is making their children emotionally stressed, then no.

[19] Can money buy happiness?
Sure...for a short while.

[20] Are you looking forward to anything?
Definitely not the weekend lol...seriously. Kuya's wedding...definitely. I can't wait to go to the Philippines~

[21] Write some lyrics from the song you're listening to.

Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani

Sarangee keureokke neon manmanhani

Nawaeui chueokee neon manmanhani

Keureokke modeungeh da manmanhani

You such a bad, bad, bad girl

Nal gatgo neolahnan daetga hwakshilhi jiboolhaeya dwel geol ( You make me pissed off)

[22] Do you open up to people easily?
No...not really.

[23] Has anyone given you a compliment today?
"I like your outfit." - Mai (YAY!)

"Wow, your pronunciation in Korean is really good." - Kevin Yim

[24] What do your friends call you?
Chris Brown, Chrissy, Hime, Princess, Cheese, Miss

[25] Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Maybe? It was so long ago that I barely remember anything.

[26] What usually causes your relationships to end?
We simply just stop talking.

[27] Are you close to your parents?
My mom

[28] What's the best thing about you?
My hazel eyes~

[29] Do you think you would be a good parent?
Maybe?

[30] Are you a forgiving person?
Well, really, it depends on what happened. I do tend to hold grudges for a long time though..

[32] Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Kevin Yim. We were talking in/about Korean. It was fun.

[33] Where is the last place you went out to eat?'
Red Lobster...I have pictures somewhere.

[34] Whats your favorite drink?
Dr. Pepper (as always)

[35] Do you miss anyone?
Of course. I miss everyone I know in Illinois.

[36] What were you doing at 3 AM this morning?
Sleeping

[37] Who do you hate?
Actually there isn't really anyone I hate per-say. There are some people I used to dislike immensely, but now I think it's a waste of time and energy. I chose not to think about anybody that makes me mad or anything

[39] Is your room clean?
Ahahahahahahaaaaa...such a funny question

[40] What are you going to do tomorrow?
Go to school, maybe call up Kathy, sorta study for the Saturday SAT, sleep, give Selena's doll back.

[41] What is in store for your future?
Maybe something good. Well, I sure hope so. Kuya's wedding is coming up~

[42] Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?
I can't T-T I'm sorry!

[43] When was the last time you purchased something over $500?
I think it was when I bought baby Zuma. (My Yo-SD Kuuta) Yeah, cause Jungwoon ended up being just under $500.

[44] Any piercings?
Just my ears.

[45] Favorite color?
...Pink.

[46] Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
Kathy...Katherine...Kafferin...Peach

[47] Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
My mom..I think. Coulda been my sister

[48] What kind of digital camera brand do you have?
Olympus

49] Does any part of your body hurt right now?
My brain...I have a headache currently...I wanna sleep now.

[50] How many tickets have you had?
None

[51] Do you like coffee?
Of course...if the last thing I bought was a latte...doesn't that make it a given?

[52] Why are you doing this survey?
I have nothing better to do (lie) and I wanted to have a record of how my answers have changed in comparison to my 2008 self.

[53] Who was the last person that texted you?
Selena.

[54] What does your twelfth message in your inbox say?
"Sofa king sleepy right now. This is why it's bad to go to parties."

-Kathy

[55] What are you craving?
...Twix...

[56] Whats the closest red thing to you?
Kazuma's wig...and Taemin's shirt

[57] What is the last pill you swallowed?
Aspirin

[58] How did you sleep last night?
Pretty decently...wanted to sleep more though

[59] What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Freak out...I only had 15 minutes to get ready.

[60] What did you do last night?
Played games...and slept

[61] Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
Maybe...? It all depends on the pickings in college.

[63] What were you doing at 7 am?
...sleeping...

[64] Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
No, not romantically. Friendshipwise..perhaps.

Yeah...so I was looking back at my old livejournal..HOLY COW. Is that how I was before. I think I've matured a LOT. Perhaps I'll look back at this blog and realise how damn retarded I am/was. Right now it's really hard to create sentences. I have no idea why...it's probably because I have a headache. Dang.

Well, whatever. If you want to do this too, feel free..Just lemme know so I can read it <3

Peace.

-C

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Comparison...

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 01:50:12 -0600

I was looking through one of the forums I go to, stopping in one of the threads I occasionally check out and I wondered have I changed at all? And so I realized that I have two pictures that are similar..but take at different times.

Momma & I

Old Chrissy...taken July 4, 2008 (omgeh how ughly am I?!)

Jkk

Current Chrissy, taken the day before Thanksgiving 2009.

Wow. In a little over a year I changed a lot.

That's a good thing. Hopefully I'll change enough for my kuya's wedding in January.*crosses fingers*

-C

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A Real Update...Honoes.

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 00:57:56 -0600

So.

I've decided that I am going to community college. Partially because UCLA ((and any other UC campus)) just raised

Dw2gar

their tuition for next year. fml.. That's why I'm going to try to go to a California community college. Cheaper for me to actually transfer to a UC campus. Either that or I'm just going to apply for the winter section and study abroad during the summer. Ah...decisions decisions.

Any bananas. My older brothers were here this last Thanksgiving ((well, really my oldest brother has been here since the day after my birthday..which was pretty cool.)) The day before TG my older got his liscense. While waiting for him to be done..my mom and I took a comemorative photograph.

Jkk

Anyway, on Thanksgiving day, David and I hung out at our cousins's house...which ended up becoming a huge partay consisting of mostly teenagers and a couple of twenty-somethings plus.

PB261859

And out of all those people...only 7 were actually related to each other.lol

PB261860

Asian Twilight?

Too bad we all didn't get to hang out for very long. The party started to become interesting right around the time David and I were picked up.>.<;;; Out of the original 6...I'm the closest to Alex (the kid I'm hugging on...who also happens to be holding my camera case? wth did that happen?) but closer in age to Sean (the one in the white)

So my older brother came over from California and we took loads of picturesss.. Apparently our picture looks like Twiriggghht. Girl please...does that mean I'm a Mary Sue?

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...Oh.my.god...

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 07:40:06 -0600

And not in a good way....

Got my results for my SAT.

....

I knew I did poorly, but not nearly as bad as the actual score. Ah...

Well, whatever. I'm taking it again anyway...but this time I'm studying harder than I did before...

Damn it..

Hopepully I won't do as bad on my ACT...

-C

well, actually, they aren't that bad, but it's just around average...hmm..whaateverr.

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What Do You Mean I'm Old?

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 11:40:31 -0600

Today. I am...legal.

Yes. That's right. I am legally able buy cigarrettes ((not that I'm going to)) I can legally get a tattoo...

It's my birthday today...and my best friend wished me a happy birthday.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!...

You don't suckk.

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I SAT on Your Face...Among Other Things

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 21:30:11 -0600

Today...was a long day.

Our journey began during the wee hours of the morning.

Eternal Morning

After waking up at 4:15 am, I hopped into the shower in preparation for the dreaded...S.A.T *gasp* Why oh why was this test of doom on a Saturday?

Testing123

My sister's boyfriend took me to the testing area. We arrived there a good 45 minutes early. ((huzzah for punctuality!)) We spent that good 45 minutes chatting things up in the "commons" area of the high school. (Holy junk, that school had a metal detector!...To think that I thought those were just myths used to scare little children)

And then I took the test. That dreaded, dreaded test.

I think...

I did okay.

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Of Giving Blood..

nobody@vox.com(Chrissy) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 16:27:07 -0500

So I'm giving blood tomorrow...and I'm hecka excited..

Plenty of people are afraid of needles...me? I say:

BRING IT.

- C

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