7 posts tagged “rants”
I can't believe how irritated (and sleepy) I am right now. I was having such an amazing day too. *angst*
Why am I irritated/frustrated?
1) I can't find my most recent paycheck (actually it's from two weeks ago...should be somewhere here)
2) I only have $35 in the bank...WTF? (I suppose that has to do with the fact that my brother, my mom and I went to Mitsuwa yesterday...and I bought all that SAT crap..still)
3) I can't find my large package of freaking college rule loose leaf...I NEED IT TO DO NOTES! I hate using my notebook...
4) I can't find my flashdrive. (I have a strong feeling I forgot it in my Personal Finance class last Friday. I truly hope that I didn't as there is a high chance that I won't ever see that thing again)
5) Because I can't find my flashdrive....I HAVE TO WRITE MY PERSONAL STATEMENT ALL OVER! FML!...And the final draft is due tomorrow. G-Dragon! *angst* Man, I really don't want to do it again. I realllllllyy don't want to do it again at all. If I only had to just add to what I had before I would be perfectly content with working on it right now. God.
6) I know for a fact I'm getting sick. I'm coughing and it hurts when I do...I hung out with my brother yesterday, that kid is sick...I shared milk with a sick person (not my brother, my friend at school) and I didn't know he was sick until the day AFTER I shared with him...and this girl who sits behind me in Chinese class...she just got back from having SWINE FLU! THE FREAKING SWINE FLU!! AND SHE WAS COUGHING! SHE WAS COUGHING ON ME! God. Go grab yourself a tissue...bish. I don't care that you were out for a good week. If I get Swine Flu, I'm killing this chick. No joke. I WILL KILL THIS GIRL! Not only that, she makes me angry...
7) Speaking of this girl...I don't like her. She makes me soooo mad. I was so glad when she was gone. Ahahaha...she ruins my learning atmosphere. She's a kiss up...brown-noser?...ass wipe?...hmm...I can't think of the correct word to describe her fail. Ugh, so we do this exercise where we repeat after the teacher okay? This girl speaks realllly loud, trying to make herself look good, okay? BUT SHE MESSES UP THE DAMN WORD! SOMETIMES SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE'S SAYING BUT SAYS IT SO LOUD AND THEN SLURS THE REST OF IT TOGETHER MESSING ME UP! WTF. If you don't know exactly what you are saying at least lower your voice so I can concentrate on saying the damn phrase correctly. Hodamn she makes me mad. She may be nice (I have yet to experience her niceness...so far her bad qualities are canceling out whatever else she has yet to offer. Usually I either like someone or I'm indifferent. Then you can fall into a third category...which is what she is in at the moment) Anway, I'm half tempted to ask her to switch seats with me so she's in the front...bish.
8) The girl who sits in front of me in Math annoys me like crazy...he boyfriend sits diagonal from her...next to me. So ANNOYING! HOMG! I will probably push her out the chair. Bish...leave your sandals on. I don't care that you just came back from being outside and your too hot. IT'S UNSANITARY! UNSANITARY!!! If you get a foot fungus...that would be your bad...AND I WILL LAUGH AT YOU! Dumb girl.
9) The doll community in general is also pissing me off at the moment, but I won't go into details.
Good things that happened these last few days...
1) I've been getting good grades lately (fack yeah!)
100% on my Psychology test (only one in my class...everyone clapped for me <33)
100% on my Social Problems test
100% on my Chinese quiz 2 (I was the first one done...and I got a 100% beast)
97% on my Chinese quiz 1
98% on my Pre-calc quiz
96 % on my Pre-calc test
(There are more...but that's all I can remember at the moment)
2) I talk to that one kid in my Chinese class. He was in group Sticky Rice with me and Edward. Pretty awesome. We dominated the game we were all playing...and even got a prize from our teacher. Awesome~ ((lol it's a cute lil' picture frame))
3) I noticed that there is a "model" in my Psych class. Very very attractive...even his facial expressions are amazing. Ugh
4) Oh, yeah, hung out with the little brother yesterday..we went down there cause he's dumb and got himself a concusion..and some stitches on his face. He's okay though. But yeah, it was fun...despite the fact that this left me with only $35. Gah.
5) New Criminal Minds episodes tomorrow! Everyone watch it! The Gube is a beast~
God. I need a boyfriend.
-C.
So, school's out, so for now I have a copius amount of free time on my hands...not that I'm complaining or anything. But really, I should enjoy it...after all...I'm going to start working soon...yay...MOAR DOLLS?!
But since I have nothing else really to do except maybe playing video games and taking out the trash
20 questions about the BJD hobby
1. How many dolls do you have? :: 3 (this is not including the ones I have up for sale)
2. What are their names? :: Mochizuki Kazuma and Ishihara Kou(mizu)...I like to refer to them as K square. Oh, and Shim Mina
3. What are their molds? :: KDF Bory, YoSD Kuuta, MnF Ryeon
4. How long have you been in the BJD hobby? :: Since June of 2007...so close to two years?
5. Do you RP? If so, who is/was your favorite character to RP with? :: I don't rp man.
6. Who is/was your favorite person to RP with? :: Yeah...
7. How many dolls have you ever sold? :: Hm...7 if you count heads...and the ones I'm trying to sell now.
8. Out of all of those, who do you miss the most? :: My Soony. T.T
9. What is your favorite thing in this hobby? :: Pretty much everything...except the people.
10. Who is the first BJD that ever entered your house/that you ever saw in real life? :: Kazumaaaaaa, my darling Bory
11. Who is the first BJD you ever fell in love with? :: Lol...a Volks Hewitt.
12. What is the most you've spent on a doll (the actual doll itself)? :: Including shipping, around $700...The doll not including shipping was $666..yeah...and my Kuuta was $675 including shipping without $650. Yay...expensive hobby ftw.
13. What is your favorite photoshoot/photo you ever took of any of your dolls? :: Well, I'm still improving, but my current..favorite recent photo is:
14. What is your funniest memory with any of your dolls? :: Lol...when Alex was creepin' on my Kou
15. What is your saddest memory with any of your dolls? :: Ugh..that one meet at Acen 09. I wanted to yell at that one lady so badly. She totally talked down to my mom. Fuck you man..fuck you. She probably thought my mother was stupid because she sounds totally fobby. Ugh...
16. Have you ever had a dream about your doll? If so, what was it about? :: Sorta, I dreamt I got two Shushus...what the hell?
17. Which BJD out of yours would you never sell in a million years? :: Kazuma...omg
18. Name one thing that makes you erked in the BJD hobby. :: Farking noobs who think they know everything or whine about how people think dolls are creepy...oh and jerk-hole fat ladies from the south who talk down to mah momma
19. Would you ever consider "leaving" the hobby? :: Not leaving per say...more so not going to meets.
20. Who is the newest character you've thought up? :: Well, there's the LAKE project...excluding Kazuma cause you know...he's been around like a $5 whore on a Friday night. Oh, and Changmin's twin..wtf. Plot twist in Waiting whatwhat.
Well, it's already 2009. TURNING 18 BEBEHHH HECK YEAH!!
Anyway, a lot of good things happened to me in 2008...as well as a lot of not good things.
The Good:
1. Went to California 3 times this year. I even got to meet my cousin's boyfriend. It was great.
2. I've decided that I want to go to college outside of state...be it abroad or in California
3. I made a bunch of friends that I hope I will be friends with for a long time
4. I finally ordered my SAERIN HOMG!! She's a CP Soony. I'm excited. Day 10 darlings~
5. I've grown closer to my family *especially my mom's side* My brother and I don't fight as much as we used to. In fact, we get along like friends. It's a good thing
6. I realized that I don't have to date a lot of guys in high school. There's nothing wrong with me *cough* I'll find the other end of my red string eventually. I say this, but that doesn't keep me from wanting a boyfriend
7. I found a passion for sewing
8. I've become more outgoing. Those who know me will know that I'm not that outspoken and I usually prefer to be at home sleeping. However, this year, I hang out a lot more with my friends. My life is coming back slowly but surely.
9. I'm going to be a bridesmaid!!!!!!!! FREAKING FINALLY! I've always wanted to be a part of a wedding. Holy crap.
10. I'm the president of a very awesome club
11. I went to ACEN 08...now..I'm planning for 09! FINALLY PREORDERED MY BADGE! HOLY SHYTTTTTTTT
The Bad:
1. My grades are at the lowest low point they've ever been at. I'm sooo disappointed in myself.
2. I can't officially have my girlie until my grades are at my mom's liking
3. I gained like 10 pounds every time I went to SFO >< God Filipino fooooodddddd is soooo goooddddd but fattening
4. I got pegged in the head with a half empty water bottle. It hurt...but the guy who did it apologized. G-dragon it was embarrassing. They don't throw shit anymore.
And the Ugly:
Ahahaha...I said I would post a picture of my new hair...and I finally got around to it.
Anyway, there was probably a lot more to 2008 than I could remember. My memory has gotten bad, so I forget a lot of things now a days. Hurhurhur.
It's probably not something to laugh about..
Recently I've been really attached to my Kazuma. I can't go to sleep with out him near my pillow. *He gives me good dreams* God do I love that booooyyyy. My mom made him a new outfit for New Years.
I'm learning how to knit. It's actually quite easy. AHAHA! Made a scarf for Kazuma and my Ethan (who is once again nameless...I've been thinking about calling him Mandrake...or Cola. But I don't freaking know anymore about that kid.) I'll try to make myself a scarf..
Hm...I've been feeling very artistic lately. It's been a long time since I've actually finished a piece of writing...and I've done it with ease in the last few weeks. God, it must be because Saerin is coming home. AHAHA~! My muse is back in action.
Um...I think I failed that Walden test...and my physics test.
G-dragon
- Chrissy
OH YEAH~! RESOLUTIONS!
LOSE WEIGHT
CLEAN MY ROOM!
The end...
for real this time!
This issue has been bugging me for the last few years...why? Because I'm lame.
I usually don't tell people about things I like because it will bring outsiders in. I hate when things get overdone or overplayed...or when people think they know what they're talking about when they don't.
I hate how people like something because it's the IN thing.
I like to call these people "new fags"
Happened with anime...
If you know me, you'll know that I don't like watching anime anymore.
Why?
BECAUSE IT'S THE IN THING!
You get weeaboos bringing everyone else down. The people who only like the crap that comes to the US. I used to like Deathnote. Hate it now
Why?
Because everyone else likes it.
*sighs*
Twilight.
I liked reading the Twilight series...until it became this huge phenominon. Now when I see the buttpirate's face whenever I go to the mall or when I turn on the tv, I feel like vomitting.
"Homg! Twilight is so amazing! Twilight~! Edward Cullen~!"
Vampires are so over done...I can't stand looking or reading anything vampire related. I hate it so much.
Hence why I stopped reading Vampire Knights.
I couldn't careless. Twilight/anything to do with vampires makes me want to stab myself in the eye.
Japanese music...
Also the IN thing to listen to. Gah...so irritating.
When Korean music and Super Junior become huge in the US...I don't know how I will feel. What am I going to do?
Probably kill myself.
I hate when my hobbies/things I like become the next big thing. I'd rather enjoy my hobbies and not have someone kill it.
Which brings me to bjds.
I hate going to the forum and clicking on an incoming doll thread to find that the person just became a member earlier in the month and now has a new doll.
It makes me so angry.
It's like they don't even take the time to do some research before plunging in and making an investment.
They probably don't know how much money goes into this hobby...how much time and effort. Gah. It's so aggrivating.
I feel bad for the doll. Really I do. I mean it's their money and what not...but really the doll is going to be the one who suffers. *sighs*
Oh...I might just be irritated because something happened that I was hoping wouldn't happen. I kind of want to go curl up into a ball and cry. But I'm not going to.
I'm going to watch Coffee Prince...and then maybe go and cry.
- Chrissy
ps...don't listen to me.
What do I love?
I LOVE FREAKING EVERYTHING ABOUT SUPER SHOW! Gahhhhhhhhhhh~ its so good. Ahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa
Eeteukie...don't crrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy *made me cry* Ugrklsdfjjeihfs
Yehsung...HOLY CRAP YEHSUNG. That dude...he's really sexy. He and Eunhyuk are my second faves. Seriously. He's even slightly higher than Hyukkie. Homg. Loving him more and more.
What do I not love?
The application process to get into the U.P system. Ugrhhh. It's so hard to get into the University of Philippines. *angst* I gotta work so freaking hard. SO FREAKING HARD~! I want to go to UP Baguio...or UP Diliman...major in Language arts yo. Or culture studies. *shrug* Dang. If I knew about the requirements earlier...I would've worked harder when I started this year. Only freshman through junior year count. *shoots self in face* I'm so facking retarded. I'm going to get in gear. I have to get a bunch of A's this quarter so I can at least get a C or B on my semester.
I also gotta get a job. So I can pay back Kathy as well as save money so I can go to school abroad. *angst* I also want to bring Saerin & Jungwoon home. *angst* I'm more anxious about Sae though. SAE WAIT FOR ME!!! T-T
I also hate being sick. Was sick for the last 5 freaking days. *sighs* Hate it hate it hate it.
Oh. Went to a basketball game today. *in Wisconsin atm* Bucks vs. Suns. Bucks lost. Bummer...had fun though. Hate that Yi was traded. Got pictures of him though. $3 each. Hurhur. How lame am I? Took Kazuma with me...took pictures. Will post tomorrow...or something.
Birthday's next weekend. Excited. <33 I'm really old yo.
Gotta go do more college/university research
- Chrissy
I hate Science! I hate Physics! I HATE HOMEWORK!
WHY CAN'T THE US SWITCH OVER TO THE METRIC SYSTEM, HUH?! It would make my life easier. Seriously.
Hate it.
Chrissy is listening to Cooking? Cooking!
It's been a while...since my trip to Virginia actually...
My cousin turned me off to that song. As I'm listening to this song I am reminded:
DAMN I LOVE THIS SONG!
Still gotta learn the entire dance. Chrissy, Fighting! Ah~ I know a lot of it..but I need to know all of it. That's my goal.
I have to dance for my sister when she gets back from the Philippines...I promised I'd show her. >.< But now I have to figure out which one I'm going to do. I was in the middle of learning Replay...but that dance is hard...and I won't have it done by Sunday. And I'm not going to dance Miracle...cause that's cheating...since I already know the dance...I wanna learn something new.
Maybe Tic Toc? Cooking? Cooking!? Maybe something SS501? Ah, mehhhh, I dunno. I have to figure out soon. >.<
Ah, it's raining. *sings* It's raining it's raining~
Dude, that's my second reference to that song today. We went to eat at a Chinese resturaunt that was actually an undercover Korean resturaunt. ^^ Bi/Rain was on the cover of the free Korean newspaper. It was a good picture of him...Guess who took it.^___________________^
The reason why I know it was a Korean resturaunt? The girl ((who was really pretty...she was probably my age)) spoke Korean, the chef spoke Korean...annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd the girl was watching a Korean show on Youtube. Something with Kang Ho Dong. His voice was unmistakeable.
Dude...they have Jjajang myun! I might finally get a chance to eat that food! Ah~ I'm shooooo rucky. Maybe I can take some home to Kathy?
I started watching We Just Got Married like the day after I posted I was in Wisconsin. I love AndyXSolbi~ Gah, they're my favorite couple. Furrreal(friends) I also liked AlexXShinae. But~ Ah~ I can't say. >.< Let's just sasy...episode 8 was pretty sad....but freaking ROMANTIC! ALEX YOU KILL ME WITH YOUR PRETTY VOICE!!!111oneoneone
I like CrownJ and In Young as well. In Young can be annoying..but she's entertaining. The Red Ant is pretty entertaining and awesome as well. "A!" He's great with surprises. Ah~ And the way he puts up with In Young....he's way to sweet. I feel bad about his ring...
Hmm...the new couples well...Of course Hyunjoong is freaking gorgeous. I found out he doesn't like corny things...but he's still sweet. He also reads manga. AHAHAHA~ I didn't expect that. I don't like his wife...Hwang Bo. I mean, she'd be okay if she was with someone else...but those two don't match. Hopefully....it'll get interesting? I know...I'm bad. I started watching this because of Hyunjoong...but hell. I like it more for AndyXSolbi and CrownJXIn Young.
Oh! The second new couple...the groom ((I don't know his name yet...)) looks EXACTLY LIKE MY KUYA PAULO! Dead freaking serious. My mom even said so! I thought to myself:
"He's actually not that bad looking...in fact he's kinda cute, I don't see why the others are making fun of him....*ten minutes later* he looks like someone...hm... *thinks* Oh shit...Kuya Paulo." Whatever. I admit, Kuya P is pretty good looking. Mind you, he's actually my Kuya's girlfriend's older brother, so...yeah, it's not in the weird incesty kinda way. We aren't related. ^-^ ((KP is gay too. Haha, Kuya Al~ get together with him. That'd be pretty freaking awesome!))
Anyway, even the way the groom acts is the same was a KP. Ahh~ they're both adorable~!
I'm going to work with my mom later today. ((cause you know...it's like 2:03 am)) I went with her today...it was boring interesting.
Yeah~ so we watched Extreme Makeover...guess who cried. Damn I'm such a baby. >,< I could blame it on my horomones...but that'd be lying. I'd cry anyway. Loser.
Chrissy says: Damn I need to do my summer homework.
I was almost done with my AP English post...but it kept getting deleted...so I copied and pasted what I had and gave up. Haha...I'll get back to it later. *hates rhetoric*
Gotta do Honors Physics packet...gotta do Honors Pre-calc.
*insert to-do list*
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Lose Weight
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Unsubscribe to L thread at DoA
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Do Honors Physics Packet
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Do AP English Homework
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Do Honors Pre-calc
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Learn a new dance
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Lose weight
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Highlight my hair
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Watch the X-files movie when it comes out with Peach
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Get SHINee performances/pictures
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Finish writing Waiting
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Save up money to pay back Peach and for Sae Rin
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Decide if I want a Puki Puki Flora, Dollmore Ha - Yam or CP Soony
The Puki Puki Flora would be a boy...Little!Lee Sungmin ((I like Sungminnie's name okay...)) A Chiwoo is going to be Big!Sungmin
And then the Ha-yam or the Soony would be Sae Rin. They both make a really good Sae...but I dunno. Cause I mean...Ah~ Sae's a character who's been with me the longest. Ever since I started writing stories. ((I know most of the time I don't share my stories but, she's there....in almost all of them. Except my JE fanfic...hurhur shonen-ai for the love)) I mean, even Makino Miki (from Yankee and Me...the story I wrote in 8th grade))...is Sae Rin. Her name
may be different, but it's her. Ah! It doesn't help that both dolls have long black hair in the default pictures. Gah~ I'm leaning more towards the Ha-yam...but I want a Soony. I mean, I have a Soony head at home...but that Soony is going to be a boy. (AKA...Kazuma's older brother, Naoki...)) AH~! I don't know. I don't knoww! I don't know!!!!!!!! T-T Help?
Ah~ I don't know anymore.
All I know is that I'm tired. I don't even feel like going back and highlighting things. Poo-face.
Here's my Happy Birthday to Chulla. Though it was like two days ago...*cough* But I wished him a happy birthday on his birthday. I was too lazy. I just couldn't go on the computer then.
Good night then. Gotta get up early.
- Chrissy <33333
Oh~ It's a repeat picture. Sorry...remember...I'm in Wisconsin. ^______________________^
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